I would like to say that I
have always been an avid reader, but in truth, my reading
habits and preferences have fluctuated with the changes in my vocation, family,
and personal interests. More accurately, at times, the demands of my life have
eclipsed my commitment to reading.
When I was young, I loved to read,
nurtured by picture book read-alouds with my mother and silent reading hour
with my family. The Emily of New Moon
and Anne of Green Gables series by
Lucy Maud Montgomery along with Pippi
Longstocking by Astrid Lindgren engaged me as a preteen, but I also loved
to read fairy tales and folklore. I was enraptured by the naturalism and beauty
described by Montgomery and the magic of fairy tales appealed to my questions
about human virtue and behavior. I read many other treasures throughout
middle school that connected with my love of fantasy and my appreciation of
good humor.
The greatest hindrance to my reading in
secondary school was finding great books. I remember
reading all the books that my older sister was reading for her junior English
class one year. I also remember reading through a two-volume collection of
Sherlock Holmes novels that my father received for Christmas during my freshman
or sophomore year. I was looking for books, and I learned to love
literature because that was more available and accessible. Regrettably, as my
high school courses became more taxing, I read less and less beyond my required
school texts. A course in humanities during my senior year ignited my reading
again, but my interests had become focused on Christianity. My reading followed
suit. I read excellent books and treatises on the nature of God, Christology,
and spiritual devotion throughout college. I would often find an author such as
Richard Foster that I enjoyed, and I would read whatever books that I could
find by him or her. This trend in my reading continued until I went to
seminary, and once again I found myself primarily reading texts for my
coursework.
Of course, then I got married and had
three children, and reading seemed to stop altogether. Perhaps the only book
that I read for myself during those years of sleep deprivation, play dates, and
recurrent ear infections was Healthy
Sleep Habits, Happy Child – three times.
Fortunately, as we discarded large pieces
of molded plastic and sold off the cribs, I began reading again – this time
with more diverse interests. I read powerful works of great literature like Anna Karenina by Leo Tolstoy. I read
inspiring biographies like Toward the
Golden Shore about Adoniram Judson. I tried to understand learning through
books like How Children Succeed by Paul
Tough and Tending the Heart of Virtue
by Vigen Guroian. And sometimes I took on the problems of the world with books
like Bloom's The Closing of the American Mind.
I quickly realized that there were more
books that I wanted to read than I had time to read. And so a few years ago, I
began the habit of creating ambitious book lists for myself, usually at the
beginning of the year. Although I do not always complete them, they make my
reading more purposeful and fulfilling. I make sure that my diverse interests
are well-represented on my lists: Christian faith, theology, education, literacy,
and parenting because learning about these things is really what motivates me
to read. I also include great literature and poetry because I have increasingly
recognized the need for beauty, hope, and excellence in my life. I am still exploring new
authors and new texts that captivate me, and I have now discovered children’s literature.
Thanks to my children’s literature course, I
have recently realized how much I enjoy children’s books. During these years of
reading about education, faith, and parenting, I had also been reading
children’s books – to my own children. I read books aloud, I used them to
teach, and I delighted in them. Then I
enjoyed four months of discovering new children’s authors, and children’s
literature has infiltrated my reading list. And I’m a little worried that children’s
books might soon overwhelm the others!
Perhaps that is the joy of reading.
I can find great books of great quality for whatever I am motivated to read.
For me, my interests have evolved over the last several years, and they may certainly change again. Today my list tips toward children’s
literature, but next year, it may be focused on literacy and reading
disability. I will keep carrying an extra book in my bag – just in case. And I
suspect that I will continue staying up too late to read because the best books really are irresistible.
I stopped reading all that much around my high school years as well. It was just too much to read something I wanted when there were all these other books I *Had* to focus on. I hope that, like you, I will eventually start reading for fun again. I am currently trying to figure out a way to do that responsibly.
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